IcY PrInCe

Fleeing from my memories?

2008-11-25T14:56:00.000-08:00

I promised quite a few souls that I'll update on the cycling trip so here Im.

This is gonna be a short one cause im heading out for school but I'll edit it when I have the time..

Here goes..

When out to night cycle with qing feng and his classmates last friday.. Man.. I paid for the worst BBQ food ever! period. haa.. but thats ok.. shall skip all the stuff about the BBQ part and proceed straight to the cycling part.

Qing and friends went over to one of the rental shop (they chose the cheap 8/night bangala shop) to rent bikes.. there where 5 of them so 5 bikes.. simple math right? qing and me had our own bike (I just can't stand rental bikes).
So.... we started cycling.. and yeah.. Its not even 30mins into our trip things started to go amiss.. one of their pedal dropped off.. and the damn nut went missing.. another guy got a bike with loose seat post.. I know I know.. DAMN SUAY RIGHT?
right at that moment I was thinking if all this have to do with the shadows I saw before everything in my life went haywire..
NEVERMIND.. we tried finding the nut but it proved impossible.. so we did the next best thing.. Try to stea.. I mean borrow one from the run down bikes in the neighbourhood.. haa.. ITS NOT MY FUCKING IDEA AH! Its qing's friend. aka the boss. haa!
Soooo.. we stole one and got the bike fixed temporarliy but not for long before the pedal start falling off again.. That defect bike guy's face was priceless I tell you.. haa!
The Boss then went home to get some tools to help fix their bike..
He came back with a plier and started to tighten the nut of the shitty bike.. It fell afew times before I stepped in and tried to tighten the damn nut myself after that it was BARELY holding on through the rest of the trip.. (credits to me! jkjk~ haa)
after that we cycled on.. towards many places.. places that holds my dearest memories..
(to be continued)

Devastated

2008-11-11T07:52:00.000-08:00

She broke the news to me today.. I was shattered..

Why.. Why would you hurt me like this..

Useless

2008-11-05T05:29:00.000-08:00

I feel useless now knowing that my love is stressed out and I can do nothing at all to help..
I guess I'll keep quiet and not add on to all the stress she has now..

Dying

2008-11-04T03:04:00.000-08:00

I know I haven't been posting for eons.
I figured out no one will see or read this post if i post it here now.
I need to get it out..
I wanna talk to her so much.. Wanna hug her so much and I wonder when is the last time I saw her smile at me.. I really missed it.. I would kill for her smile..

I don't know how long i can keep this up..
Something just don't seem right..
Maybe I'm going to break down soon..
I don't know.. I really don't..
I have work to do.. But I just don't have the mood to do anything now..
I know its not right to let my emotions rule over me..
But I can't help it.. I just can't..

I don't wanna bother her..
I wanna let her think..
But I kept wanting to send her an SMS.. Telling her how much she's been missed..
I just don't understand..
We were still so happy last month despite the little fights and quarrels.. Weren't we?
In a flash we're in this state..
I'm not the superstitious kind but I'm beginning to to think if this is the work of something supernatural..
I know I shouldn't be blaming..
If anyone is to be blamed that would me me..
If I could have put more into our relationship maybe none of this would have happened..
Maybe she wouldn't say she didn't feel anything from me all this time..
I feel terrible hearing those words from her.. They felt like needles going through my heart..
I feel like a failure.. I know I failed at being a good boyfriend big time..

I know i shouldn't be finding excuses for myself.. But I guess I was wrong.. I know I'm not the kind that will keep sweet things like "I love you" and show my love openly.. I guess its in my introvert nature or maybe its ego (I know this is crap)..
I did my best to show how much I care and love her.. But I know its not enough.. She wouldn't have said those words that hurt me like hell if I did..

I know should never have used my hands no matter what..
I know it hurt her a lot..
I can never forgive myself.. Not even after I slapped myself till blood flowed from my lips..
Now every time I close my eyes I see her crying tears of anger and sadness.. I see her smoking to help ease the pain I caused her..
I don't want to see her smoking.. Its not about breaking her promise to me.. Its how much it pains me to see her doing harm to her own body..
There is no benefits to smoking at all.. Only harm.. It really kills me inside to see her smoking right before my eyes..

I can't sleep and eat properly thinking of what her answer might be..
I kept thinking of the times we shared together, the places we went and the words she said..
I kept listening to the songs she sent me..
I kept looking at the precious gifts she gave me..
I realise no matter matter where I look there will be memories of her..
She left a huge footprint in my life..
She's the only thing that's holding my life together now..
Her very exsistance puts my heart at ease..

I won't give up..
Not after all we've put into this relationship.
Not after I've decided she's the one I wanna be with for the rest of my life.
Not after all we've been through..

I won't believe that we will ever end..
I wanna give her happiness.
I wanna see her smile.
I wanna take care of her.
I wanna take her to places she wants to go.
I wanna make up to all the unhappy moments in her life..

I can't see the day I'll stop loving her..

Even if she were to give up.. I'll be waiting.. Even if it hurts.. Even if I'll feel lonely.. Even if tears might just flow in the middle of the night..

*Baby.. I know you may not ever see this post.. you might think Im saying all this just because Im trying to savage our relationship..
BUT IM NOT!
Please stop all the hurt..
Stop acting like you don't like seeing me..
Stop pushing someone who loves you so much away.. Didn't we both promised we won't let go no matter what?
Don't run.. Didn't we agreed that we'll go through every thing hand in hand?
Stop saying things like you wanna be void of love and emotion. Cause we're human.. We can't be void of love and emotions..
I didn't know I had a dream until you came into my life..
You're my all.. My everything.. If you were to leave you'll take away everything from my life..

=(

2007-02-07T10:00:00.000-08:00

I don't really feel like writing anything at all.. cause this instant.. my life feels like a piece of shit..

MRT joke

2006-12-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

hey~ Im here to post again.. since I slept from 7pm till 11pm and I can't get back to sleep.. tsk.. ok.. I shall blog about my day..
Woke up pretty late today.. cause i couldn't get to sleep yesterday.. and when I was just about to sleep my mum was saying "zhenye ah~ wake up already~" T_T was super tired la.. I went out after I have prepared evt I need.. but I think because of my lack of sleep i actually forget to bring my PI book and BIA lab manual la~ tsk.. what a day.. but nevermind..
As usual took the MRT to school.. but today darn funny la.. there was this 4 little kids sitting in a row.. show u guys the format.. lol.. (Me)[Girl1][Girl2][Boy1][Boy2] the round bracket means im standing =) sooo.. this is what happened.. Boy2 was playing with the handphone in his hand then Boy1 looked up at me and whispered to Boy2(I duno what he said).. then Boy2: mommy~ that guy very handsome eh! look! i totally stunned la.. super embarrassed.. but thinking back i think its very funny la.. Icy thanks Boy1&2 for the praise.. ^_^
Reached class pretty late.. 1hr.. haha.. after class went lib slack.. sms june ask her whether 12 they going eat.. but forgot 12 to 1 got PI lesson.. slept in the lib and totally forgot abt it.. i think PI read myself better la.. the stupit LeeFC teach like never teach..
Went to Co-op and saw kelly(frm class 02) after i said hi she straight away asked me.. " eh.. u got watch deathnote?" i said yes and ask her why.. she said.. "cause i think you look like light.." lol.. the 3rd person so far who said that.. hmm.. do i really look so evil? thanks for the praise again.. haha.. i like being labelled as evil..
After that saw zhiming and asked him to help me print BIA's lab manual for me.. thanks alot man.. after drawing the flowchart notice the manual is old one.. stun la.. made afew adjustments.. not so bad.. after exp when home.. day over~
ICY signing out~

personality?

2006-11-14T06:53:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life.
You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

outing wif dear~ yeah!

2006-10-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

hey~ Im finally updating.. lol.. actually just wana blog about me and qi's outing ytd.. haa.. was so happy cause finally can get to go out with her~! hmm.. hope i can remember everything.. heh.. so here goes~

Going out to meet her..
set my alarm to wake up at 8am but failed to wake up at that time.. pressed snooze so many times.. lol.. but thank god still manage to wake up at 8.30am.. so i went to wash up and prepare everything before going out to the MRT station at 10am.. afew stations before i reach hougang(meeting qi and her sis to sing Kbox) qi messaged me asking me not to bring the chilli(mum made extra so asked me to pass her some), cause her sis will not be going back home.. (meaning i have to spend the whole day holding it..) haha.. but she also told me they are still preparing so i decided to go to her house 1st to pass it to her before going out together..

At kbox..
Kbox with qi and her sis was fun~ haha.. both of them sang pretty well.. esp qi.. dear i think you have improved~ as for me.. haha.. really no form.. some songs really can't sing.. maybe i didn't ate anything before singing.. duno its my weird habit or what.. i have to eat before singing.. otherwise no form? crap huh? lol.. and it was kinda disappointing ba.. both the mic in our room are spoiled.. when qi's sis called the staff to check.. he actually say there's nth wrong with the mic! sian diao.. but its alright la.. other den that everything else was fun ba.. was very happy cause so long didn't go kbox and this time I actually got to go out wif dear~ ^_^
After singing dear's sis and her friend is also going to vivo city so he gave us a lift in his car..

At vivo city
Arriving at Vivo city was rather funny.. cause there wasn't a place to park the car.. our driving friend quite funny.. did stunt.. he saw an ang mo(which he thought he was going to get his car) and followed behind.. halfway walking the ang mo turned around and looked at us.. super funny la.. lol.. den our driving friend said :"nevermind I turn one big round to chase him.." wahaha.. kuku man.. darn funny la.. he ended up turning 2 rounds and lost the ang mo.. but luckily later on we found a vacant slot(credits to dear) to park in and went into vivo city~!
hmm.. quite alot shops aren't open yet.. but the place is really realy big.. dear and me were both stunned.. haha.. after awhile we split up with her sis and walked on our own.. while we were walking towards toysRus we saw my sister.. lol.. so qiao she was also there.. haa.. after that we walked for quite awhile.. the place is really huge.. we went to toysRus 1st.. saw quite alot of cool stuff.. both me and dear concluded that kids are super lucky nowadays.. lol.. we went to adidas shop too and i saw a black and white tennis bag and white and blue tennis shirt.. when i have the money next time i might buy.. but now i must reali save.. haha.. we went to quite a number of other shops too like topshop(nice but exp clothes) , swarovakis(duno how to spell and pronounce but the shop sells super exp crystal peices.. eg. we saw one big turtle costing 9k plus.. O.o)
after shopping for so long i was thirsty and a lill hungry.. so we went giant buy water and market place to buy sushi.. the sushi was quite exp.. but i tasted quite nice ba.. haha.. just before we start to eat dear's friend called and asked her if she could pass his palmtop and tennis racket to him.. being a devil that im i advised her to say that she's outside and its not possible to pass the stuff to him.. luckily her friend said he'll go her house take himself.. so dear duneed to rush here and there..*grins* after we finished our sushi we went to the top to walk ard the what i call build in park above.. the veiw was nice up there.. and there was alot of nice art peices up there too.. there was also the ankle deep pool where lots of childrens are playing in it.. i walked with qi for abit thru the shallowest part cause i was wearing jeans and shoes.. den i showed dear the artpeice that will move time to time.. shaped like a gymnastic hanging on a bar de.. we waited for it to move once before going to doby ghaut to meet her cousin to get her ipod nano she asked her to buy.. after that we walked to plaza singapura to walk and have our dinner..

Plaza singapura
we walked around PS abit cause we are not hungry yet(maybe caused by the sushi earlier on).. we went to fila 1st because dear said she wonders if shu xian is working today.. then we went to a shop selling ipod stuffs where dear brought a silicone skin for her new ipod.. after that we went to creative's shop to see their speakers and earphone.. if i had the money i'll definately buy their speaker.. the bass so power la.. lol.. veri nice.. and not veri exp too.. after walking around for a while my stomach suddenly abit uneasy.. scared dear quite abit.. but i was ok la.. *sorry for making u worry dear~* we den decided to dine at ajisen.. she ate teriyaki dry ramen and i ate crayfish ramen+silverfish+iced lemon tea(mine's a set meal).. after awhile dear's ramen came.. mine maybe diff to cook so took longer.. while waiting for my ramen dear's incharge messaged her saying she'll be transfered to work in another place.. upon hearing it she was very pissed.. she told him if she really have to transfer den she'll quit(dear tendered today actually..).. after awhile my ramen still not comming.. so dear asked the waitress whats taking it so long.. after awhile it finally came.. and dear thinks the waiter gave my ramen the guy sitting one table from us 1st.. haha.. so later on i saw a waitress walking with 2 glasses of water so i called out to her and indicate qi needs the water.. i duno she made a mistake or what she actually gave us both glasses of water.. lol.. den dear said: "nevermind.. must be other tables de.. we just take.." haha.. cute sia she.. after eating and chatting i sent her home and went home myself..

conclusion
really enjoyed the day with dear.. I think we'll have lots of chance to go out together in the future since she's not working anymore.. anyway.. happy 3th month anni dear~ hope we can be like this always.. no fights no quarrels no conflict.. just pure happiness and bliss~ just you and me~ <3

2006-09-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

decided to blog.. alot of ppl nagging liao.. -_- lol.. hmm.. to update you guys.. i got a job for hols ler! haha.. im promoting swensons ice-cream at suntec carrefour.. i just started this week.. those who are free can come down vist me ya? i can give you all alot of samples to eat.. haha.. i onli work fri, sat and sun..
sales is so so.. managed to sell 50plus tubs over my 1st 3 days of work.. i think IMF affected the flow of customers.. if not i think i can sell more de.. but 50tubs for a 1st timer in sales like me is already not bad ler ba.. haha.. *proud* 50tubs=commisson $10 ^_^

*ICY miss you~

2006-08-15T00:07:00.000-07:00

Nothing to blog about.. so.. here's an meaningful quote derived from fruits basket's opening song..

Even supposing today there may have been some pain.. And though the scars of yesterday remains.. You can go on living as much as your heart wants to believe..
Although, you cannot be born again.. But you can keep on changing yourself.. so.. Lets stay together always..

i don't know about you guys.. maybe u think its crap.. but i personally think it's heartwarming.. ^_^

ja na~

2006-07-31T09:33:00.000-07:00

erm.. sori sori everyone.. too lazy to blog la.. why u all wana noe so much abt my stuff seh.. haha.. hmm.. this post is promise my gal post de.. actually.. today reali nth much to post abt.. jiu shi.. as normal woke up late for kon's lesson.. today considered early ler.. 10.25am i reach.. haha.. after awhile chunlong came.. immediatly he came and sat beside me.. duno issit wana disturb me or what.. almost the whole extra tutorial(90% of it) chunlong was crapping.. haha.. so onli 10% went in.. bth him.. keep crapping.. hmm.. nvm abt tat.. after that we where released early.. so went FC1 makan.. i was waiting for qi so i din buy any food 1st.. Zongtang upon knowing im meeting qi said "eh.. u need candles anot?" me: "why?" ZT: "candle light lunch mah.." me:"lol.. where u get candles? 7th mth road side take ar? LOL!!" kaoz.. bth man.. after tat qi jiu call me say she at FC1 ler.. me jiu go over.. qi ate mix veg rice.. i ate indian rice.. haa.. after eating.. MPH jiu start crapping liao.. haha.. hmm.. or was it me? haha.. can't reali rem.. jiu rem melisa came and sat wif us.. once she sat down.. right away jiu suan me liao.. sian~ MPH all laughing at me.. haha.. after tat laobei called me.. actually wanted to meet her.. end up duno y nv.. so just send dear to T1a and took train go hm.. reach hm ler jiu stun.. i no keys+no one at hm=mei jia hui.. lol.. den since quite early.. i decided to take bus to CDANs to ask the shop there string racket cost how much.. result.. $12.. exp sia.. i guess tml go queensway see beta ba.. k ba.. blog till here.. ja na~!

NBE

2006-06-10T09:13:00.000-07:00

hey guys~! haha.. i think i didn't post for a very very long time ler ba? lol.. i'll be posting about the NBE today.. 8th of june.. evelyn asked me to meet them at 8.45am at dover control station.. i woke up too early so i reached at ard 8.20am.. haha.. this is one of the few times im waiting for ppl.. but its ok la.. went to the tibits store and buy a mag to read.. after awhile saw weicong.. he went in 1st to see to stuff to eat anot.. after awhile eve and the rest came.. so we went to club together..
reaching there.. there is already some freshie there liao.. after taking our GL group pic at 9.30am we brought the freshie outside to play some games and do some introduction.. wah.. i keep losing la.. lol.. somehow i managed to "earned" myself 3 forfeits.. everyone was singing papa mei you yong~ papa mei you yong~(same tune as alex de mei you mao song) haha.. jialat man.. after playing afew games the 1st mass game started.. its blow wind blow.. it was fun la.. but kinda messy and quite violent.. tried to push some out.. end up kana wacked.. -_-''' sian diao.. but never the less it was fun la.. at least managed to get them high.. after that the ones left inside need to do forfeit.. need to do some dance.. haha.. standard ba.. must bua each other.. i owe them forfeit so must do oso.. sian 1/2..
after the forfeit mark announced the grouping to us.. after that we sat down and did some introduction again.. we were given tissue paper, straw, marker and a tiny peice of tape to make our flag.. we named ourself hotlogs(melissa's idea) and our nicely designed flag is done by fiona!(i think our flag is the best looking one) finally after all that its breakfast time! eh.. or was it lunch? haha.. whatever la.. our group was the 1st to get the food.. so i think thats why we don't need to do cheers to get our food? after eating i went to "kope" more tape to reinforce our flag.. hehe.. later on wanwei see liao stun.. i keep threaten her "i teach u tennis eh~" whahahaha! k la.. enuff of my crap.. after eating we when on to board the bus to our destination.. inside the bus damm noisy sia.. the seniors behind especially do lots of stun.. all the HG came out.. foooo~! lol..
after awhile we reached pasir ris put all our bags outside the chalet and proceded to start our games..

1st station: da wen zi mi ma IC: annabel
alrite~ finally its down to the stations ler! woots! haha.. 1st stop for hotlogs is annabel's station.. as usual we need to do the greetings and stuff.. her task it to piece together 3 sets of puzzles on 3 person's back and that 3 person need to be in push up position(I was one of the 3) haha.. wah.. my kias doing the puzzles de already sweating like hell ler.. imagine me and the other 2.. the sweat dripping like tap water seh.. lol.. but my kias veri zai.. noe papa xing ku so faster do.. after completing the puzzle we need to flip them to unveil the task beneath.. i can't really remember but one of the task is hitting a tennis ball wif the sponge stick into a box.. one person throw.. one hit and one hold the box.. the other i think was a cheer ba..

2nd station: stepping on numbers? IC:waiseen
2nd station ler~ this station de station IC quite pekchek wif us.. said we took our own sweet time getting there.. made us run all the way back and shout our greetings.. -_-''' haha.. nvm we still veri high.. lol.. after tat we played the game.. quite fun ba.. but some places diff to reach ba.. not everyone in our grp veri fit ba.. sumore there's alot of blockage from the GMs.. but hey~ it wouldn't be interesting without any challenge ya? haha.. we didn't make it within the time limit so.. forfeit timey! haha.. seems like pass or nv pass still must do ba? their forfeit is using our knees we must pass the ball from the 1st to the last person.. 1st few attempts failed.. but thru our preserverance we did it in the end~ hotlogs go~!

3rd station: fastfood upsize?(i forgot most of the names) IC:doreen
For this station each the kias is given a peice of paper with a component of a fastfood meal printed on it.. eg. fries, cheese, ketchup and ect.. when the components are read out they have to get into a line in the same order and jump the "skipping rope"(made of rubberbands) once.. plus if your component is shaker.. eg. shaker fries.. den tat person will have to shake while jumping.. haha.. trust me.. its a funny sight.. 3 tries are given if not kana forfeit.. after the end of the task we owe them 2 forfiets.. one is the sardines thingy.. have to lie close to each other and roll ontop of each other to get to the other side.. my poor kias whole body all dirty after that.. xing ku ler~! the other forfeit.. i dun wana mention.. *shy* wahahHHahAhA~!

4th station: dress up game IC: Mei you mao~ mei you mao~ alex mei you mao~ haha..
This station is pretty straight forward.. 5 ppl will be chosen by the GM and each is given a role to play.. the rest have to help them get dressed up by looking at a card listing the clothings they have to wear and 2 person have to plan the script.. lap pa and lao ma in this station do nth.. just go ard to see if we could help in anything.. haha.. hmm.. i would say our "play" went veri well.. one of the best ba?(i got see vids of other grps) hotlogs zai one kay~ dun pray pray ar~ hmm.. i dun rem any forfeits for this station ba?

5th station: eat eat eat IC: bear bear(fake bear.. not to be mistaken with da xiong.. lol!)
this station is the senior's station the task was pretty simple.. to pass the food ard using only the mouth and at the same time each person must eat a portion of it.. the food given are in order.. banana, carrot, prune and poke stick.. our grp finished the task pretty fast.. but some of us touched the food and some dropped it.. so we are entitled to 2 forfeits.. yay~ 1st forfeit is to pose exactly like the photos(newspaper cut outs) given to us.. total got 3 pictures.. i rem my pose is to do a veri retard smile.. haha.. second forfeit is male to pose as female and females to pose as males and do a catwalk.. lol.. seniors jiu shi seniors.. all sick one.. i mean forfeits lol..

6th station: gross gross gross? IC: alven
wah.. this station reali highlight of NBE sia.. haha.. as the time is running out they decided to just focus on saboING me.. so the got me and pour the whole bucket of slimy mixture(contributed by alvin) onto my body.. sure is yongzhen's idea.. haha.. pour nvm.. tat alven and afew others touch here touch there.. kaoz.. "yang" sia.. haha.. after that yongzhen kope our grp de water bottle and evelyn de.. he gave our bottle to eve and promised he'll give back eve de if my grp go beg from him.. haha.. tats y u see me chasing evelyn all over the place.. shouting dang wo zhe shi~! haha.. naturally nobody dared to block me.. scared kana the dirty slimy stuff thats all over me.. i think those watching must have feel it was a funny sight..

to be continued...

kero.. haa..

2006-05-07T09:47:00.000-07:00

im beginning to reali doubt on the term frenship.. does it reali exsist? is there always a motive or reason behind when someone befriends you.. i think i can no longer trust in the weak bonds between humans.. i sincerely believe you and I are true friends.. when i gave all true feelings.. care.. and concern.. as a friend.. i expected nothing in return.. the least i would expect is you.. the same friend i believed in actually said such a thing behind my back.. sure.. u may think its a joke.. you may think i can't take a joke.. but its the trust i have for u that you have broken to anger me so much.. so.. please don't blame me for not trusting you again.. im not particularly pinpointing anyone.. i believe it applys to alot of ppl out there.. my final words are.. please do not take my trust as granted!

quote of the day!

2006-04-27T10:39:00.000-07:00

nothing to post.. so post a quote ba.. heard it somewhere before.. but forgotten where liao..

"No man/woman is worth your tears.. and the one that is worthy will never make you shed a single drop.."

True? geez.. i don't really know myself too..

weird man..

2006-04-25T07:38:00.000-07:00

hmm.. hi guys.. ain't gona waste much time.. my sholder is hurting(old injury)..

Today went to my gem class late.. as ytd slept late helping yuhui with her form filling.. understand the stress she's going thru.. school haven start we need to fill one thick stack of stupit forms liao.. SP=Stupit Poly.. haha.. as if im any cleverer.. when in class quite fun.. the lecturer is touching on the CPU of a computer.. and shown us how to install a water cooling system using a video.. its darn chio la.. omg.. the system costs ard 180bucks.. then he showed us what happened to cpu when the heatsink and fan is removed from it.. all of them are fried except for the pentium4 one.. which has heat protection diodes.. pretty cool huh? haha.. sori for being such a geek..
Fact:ICY is a geek.. wahahahaha!
gona go back to school stuff now.. after gems(DIY PC) i when for maths.. quite funny.. as today is practical once i went in the lab i chiong all the exercise and watch anime(prince of tennis) on youtube.. then the teacher saw me finish liao he stun.. haha.. but after that im forwarding this module la.. den he let out a orh~ haha.. nice teacher.. later on his tutorial more slack sia! haha.. he actually explained most of the questions himself.. den we onli need to do one question for tutorial 1 and two questions for tutorial 2.. damm slack sia! I like this teacher man! he rocks! haha..
After maths went to FC1 eat with the gang.. I always had fun and laughters eating with them.. reali wana thank god for letting me meet this bunch of great frens.. haha.. mushy sia.. er xin shi ler.. haha.. den jem was asking me to bring his ball tml.. heck he even wrote me a lame testi in friendster just to remind me.. he said his neighbour complaining like siao liao.. haha.. march till april haven returned him the ball.. poor jem even have to detour ard his neighbour house to avoid him.. haha.. i'll bring it tml ok? promised! haha.. after eating recieved yuhui's sms.. saying she at FC3.. just nice vimel going there.. so we went down there together.. saw yuhui wif her frens la.. but nv reali said hi.. haha.. sori ya.. after that they got lesson.. so i slack at library till 2pm's plant utilites lecture.. teach de stuff all i learnt before.. lol.. plus our group was not assigned any tutorail questions so can slack like hell(the questions were simple anyway~).. haha..
Actually im suposed to have maths lecture at 4pm.. but decided to pon cuz its so sian.. haha.. went to jurong point to look at tennis racket with elaine and hweeting.. while the rest went to see movie.. see so much racket onli one was ok for me.. its a $180plus wilson racket.. will go cdans to see this weekend as there got discount(mom's a member).. at JP got a super funny stuff happened la.. as the 3th level de gents is under renovation i must go to the gents at the lower level.. so.. happily i went.. den i was done with my biz i took the lift and went back up.. i was alone in this lift with some thai worker(i dun reali know what country is he from).. den suddenly he smiled at me sia.. the next min he pointed at me, gave a thumbs up sign and said wow.. you handsome boy.. dammit.. i super stunned la.. haha.. didn't know how to react for a second.. but i managed to slightly smile just to be polite la(at this point my defence mode is at 100%).. lol.. went out and tell them both and the burst out laughing sia.. hweeting said "wah.. peifu ni.. you nan nu tong sha sia" kaoz.. say me until lidat sia.. i dun have lo.. though i did encounter gays la.. once there was one tat even wanted my hp number sia.. kaoz! heng i clever give fake number.. haha.. after all the crazy stuff tat happened we all walk walk a while.. buy abit sushi and bubble tea and went back hm..
ICY signing out.. bb!

lamer stuff

2006-04-24T09:29:00.000-07:00

the videos wun work.. so i changed this post to some lame stuff..

been tagged by peggy(sheez)..-_-'''

here it goes~Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of your head.

Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl.

Okay, tag at least 5 people!
1.zongtang
2.weikang
3.yani
4.evelyn
5.yunzhen
6.elaine
7.hweeting
8.seiwling
9.lianxing
10.shazz
11.gaowei
12.waiseen
13.ouyang
14.peggy
15.june
16.vimel
17.jeremy
18.chunlong
19.yongzhen
20.weibin

1. How did you meet 14?
during FO camp..

2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
there wouldn't be someone to help me clear my doubts and i wouldn't have so much laughters in my life! thanks bro!

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
er.. they wouldn't.. unless they are gays.. which i think they are not..

4. Did you ever like 19?
IM NOT GAY!

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
er.. maybe.. who knows?? haha..

6. Describe 3.
a very matured and intelligent lady.. opps.. i mean gentlemen.. hehe..

7.Do u think 8 is attractive?
oh yeah! lol.. my lao bei is attractive alrite!

8.Tell me something about 7.
she is a veri observant person..

9.Do you know any of 12's family?
nope..

10.What's 8's favourite?
chatting.. pool.. sports.. looking and commenting abt shuai ge's.. lol

11.what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
omg.. i'll slap him 3 times and say wake up ur idea!! lol!!

12.what language does 15 speak?
Malay(dun likes to speak it), chinese and english ba..

13.Who is 9 going out with?
He's currently single..

14.how old is 16 now?
er.. 18?

15.When's the last time u talked to 13?
Afew days back via MSN..

16.what is 2's favourite band/singer?
Not so sure eh.. but i think he like soothing songs..

17.would u ever date 4?
99.99% wun.. rule of thumb.. ICY never dates classmates..

18.would u ever date 7?
99.99% wun.. rule of thumb.. ICY never dates classmates..

19.Is 15 single?
yeah.. i think so.. but she seems to have alot of suitors.. haha..

20.What is 10's last name?
eh.. last? sori.. i don't know..

21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAY.. IM NOT GAY!!

22.What school does 3 go to?
SP! we are classmates!

23.Where does 6 live?
eh.. near jurongpoint there..?

24.What's your fav thing about 5?
Her bubbly character!

25.Have u seen number 1 naked?
Grr.. WHAT TYPE OF GAY TEST IS THIS???

now to tag at least 5 ppl
zongtang,seiwling,yunzhen,evelyn,hweeting,vimel,jeremy

results

2006-04-22T05:05:00.000-07:00

did nth at hm today.. rot.. did a stupit online dating test.. heres my result..

Results...
Your dating skills are AVERAGE! You scored a 70 out of a possible 100 points. You’re pretty good with the ladies, but you can be intimidated by a woman who is exceptionally attractive. There are some women out there that you consider to be “out of your league”. Sometimes when you see a woman you’d like to approach you become immobilized with fear, and by the time you figure out what to say, she's gone… There have probably been several times in your life when a woman lost interest in you, and you just couldn’t figure out why. Maybe she gave you her phone number and then didn’t return your calls, or maybe you went out on a few dates with her and things seemed to be going good, when all of a sudden she became mysteriously unavailable. You might wonder why some of the women you are attracted to don’t feel the same way, when all of your female friends tell you how lucky any girl would be to have you… These are problems that almost all guys run into at one time or another, but very few men know exactly what to do to prevent these things from happening in the first place. These are problems that many guys have, but very few know how to actually solve.

i think its quite lame.. haha.. didn't know what made me did the lame test.. but results quite true la.. no wonder i couldn't get myself a GF till now.. lol.. nobody wants ICY.. tsk tsk..

woots~

2006-04-21T10:06:00.000-07:00

hi guys.. im here again~! haha.. wow.. thats so "Leng"(cold).. lol.. well anyway im here to blog about the perfectly imperfect life of mine again~! lets see.. its 1am already.. think i'll just do a short entry..

Today woke up at 9am(uber late!) and saw orh gi(mole in hokkien) sleeping in my living room(ask me why he is nicknamed orh gi if interested.. lol!).. my brother told me he needs to transfer songs to his MMC so he came our house and used our com.. after that my brother told me wee li had passed away yesterday at 1am(ironic issn't it? im blogging now at 1am too).. i had mixed feelings when i heard the bad news.. i felt its reali a pity.. for he is just 18 years old this year and he did not lived till his birthday this year(2mths later).. for a minute i had doubts in fate and god.. why let such a young boy die?? what have he done to deserve this?? is this fair?? but i know myself very well that everything happens for a reason.. maybe its bad karma ba.. haiz.. although i did felt sadness but its not overwelming as we are not reali close frens and we rarely talk to each other.. from my impression wee li is a veri quiet person who don't like to talk much.. strong and slient type i guess.. his funeral was a fast one.. in fact its over today.. it didn't even last a day.. as his parents is still alive according to chinese customs the funeral must be fast and his parents cannot "send" or should i say escort him to his final resting place.. actually wanted to skip school today and go to his funeral.. but.. I just didn't.. dammit.. i should have gone.. I heard that almost everybody cried during his funeral.. Which i believe i would too if i was there.. wee li's ashes is now at the taotist priest's place as according to chinese believe its not auspicious to pray kins that are younger then one is.. I believe his soul is taken good care of there..

Alrite.. thats the end of that.. Suddenly at this point i don't feel like blogging anymore.. sori for my crappy feelings.. i will continue with my day anyway..

After that i went to school dragging with me heavy feelings.. and as usual i was late again.. haa.. whats more.. its that stpua's lesson.. haha.. i call her the punctuality freak.. duno reali know why she is so obsessed with punctuality.. haha.. just as chunlong nicknamed hbtan as h**y b**h Tan.. I interpreted stpua as slu**y Pua.. haha.. it just flashed across my mind when she read out stpua(plz dun be an ass and report me for this.. i dun wana be fined or jailed.. this is a joke.. i repeat.. A JOKE!).. lol.. keke.. back to the topic.. when i stepped into the lecture hall that stpua actually calls my name using the mic in her hand and asked me to sit right infront.. -_- whats more.. a gal from class 03 i guess came in right after me(she too is asked to sit infront).. that stpua actually looked at us and asked "you two came together?" -_-''' everyone was like.. "hor~ hor~" darn embarrassed.. i responed by doing the international body language for "im innocent!" which is the raising of hand to head level and shaking head profusely(This whole international body language thingy is made up my me.. lol!).. haha.. then stpua asked me.. "I thought you promised me you'll come early everytime??" then just as im about to answer joel shot at her.. "cher.. he onli promised you he'll come early for practical lei.." haha.. then everyone burst out laughing.. thanks man joel.. nice one over there.. haa! after that i went to FC2 to eat mac while the others went to get their safety boots.. after eating i went to find them and get my pair too.. after which i met up with yunzhen,elaine and hweeting to the stadium to meet yongzhen, evelyn, rubina and nikki for their 2.4km running cum training cum slimming session.. haha.. before that i saw june, yvonne and wanwei(I duno whether i got the latter two correct.. LOL).. so i went over to ask june whether she wanted the soyamilk i promised to treat her since FC2 got(see~ i remember hor~).. but she uber full liao(next time ba).. then tat yvonne said i should call ***** sticky medic.. as she is always sticking to me(where got~! tsk tsk!).. then the three of them laughed so loudly la(I threw shaker fries at them for punishment.. lol!)
To yvonne: IM STILL GONA CALL YOU STICKY MEDIC~ muahahahahaha~!
after all that crazy stuff i went stadium with em.. upon reaching there i sweat like hell man.. so after awhile i took off my shirt and listen to MP3s on my HP while they went running.. i see them run i also bei tahan.. so i did some push ups and sit ups on my own.. haha.. after awhile eve and yunzhen came back with pain in their face.. cause of their old injuries.. after awhile the rest came back and we chatted among ourselfs.. after chatting awhile with yongzhen i felt that he was not reali the type of person i think he is in my mind.. now i feel i have a better understanding of him.. talking to him made me thought of this words.. though I don't reali remember what inspired it..
"Accept people for who they are.. do not attempt to change anyone.. for if one is changed.. one might lose the true and original "him" or "her" forever.."
haha.. hope you guys won't find it lame.. for i truely believe one's true and original self is very important.. its like an identity i guess.. ^_^ sori for sounding so old and naggy ya.. haha.. after that i went to the club house to put my stuff and head off to maths.. its was today that i realise my maths lecturer is the same lecturer talking loudly at the maths exam last sem.. how ironic can it be man.. kaoz.. gimme a break! but he seems like a good teacher la.. he promised to specially "look after" me so as to prevent me from failing again.. lets just hope its true ba.. haa..
Fact: ICY don't reali trust people
after maths i went back to club hse to collect my stuff before heading off to work.. i think i'll stop here ba.. if not peeps will start to say im contradicting.. say write short entry.. end up writing super long one.. lol.. but just wana say sori again for the saddness in this entry.. cause i myself feel peeps reading my blog should feel happy or amused.. not sad.. ^^ kekes.. i won't "niam" anymore.. bye~!

tsk tsk..

2006-04-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

wah.. suddenly there's so many readers.. (T_T) all rushing me for my FO entry.. omg.. lac eh u guys.. haha.. im here to write a short sub entry.. haa.. hmm.. lets see..

Today morning just before i was going to step out of my house our class rep Miss evelyn called and told me i dun need to come school ler.. cuz all the lessons i have today are all cancelled.. but i told her i was prepared to go out liao.. dun tell me to go back sleep again man.. so she asked me go go bugis wif her, Zongtang, elaine and yunzhen.. so together we went there.. they haven eaten so we ate at the FC there..(they eat.. i drink cheng teng..) haha.. after that followed them go walk ard.. went to edge and saw the specs arens worn during FO.. Onli that design is nice.. the rest was alrite.. $48.90.. think will go other places see.. dun wana get the same as others.. after that we went to a shop that sold cheap watches there.. saw my cheapskate watch there.. haha.. there were quite a number of watches veri nice and cheap.. you guys shld check it out..^^ funny part is when evelyn heard when u buy the 1st watch the second one is 10% off.. she immediately call chunlong(his watch spoilt during FO) and asked him whether wana buy cheap watch anot.. haha.. cuz? when chunlong buy.. evelyn will get her's 10% off.. haha.. funni la she..(P.S:Evelyn plz dun screw me when u see this ;p) lol.. after that we went to look at voodoo dolls(hangs on hp or keychains).. today i found out that diff voodoo dolls actually have diff abilities.. cool huh? they have the samurai(protective), Orange head(protects baby), shinobi(rise your efficiency), devil(wards off xiao ren), lover(obvious rite? -_-), Curser(obvious too) and alot more.. quite interesting.. there's one that caught my attention..(wana guess?) but for $12.90 each the price is abit steep la.. end up we help yongzhen buy 2 devils.. zongtang,evelyn and yunzhen each bought one "curseless" or shld i say "lifeless" dolls.. haha.. its cheaper than the special kind as they are plain.. the special ones are actually said to be blessed in thailand by monks.. pretty cool stuff ya? after all that voodoo doll hunting elaine went hm.. she got stuff to attend to.. while the rest of us KLKK around before heading hm ourself.. hope u guys enjoyed this.. haha.. im trying hard to churn out FO's entry.. but there's alot of stuff i forgotten liao.. i think i shld get frm wei kang the FO shedule den can remember.. thats all folks~! till next time!

thanks everyone..

2006-03-01T06:28:00.000-08:00

Today planned to meet up with ZongTang and some of the rest to study maths at 9am.. ended up i woke up late.. 2pm then reach.. same like ytd when i met up wif elaine and hweeting lidat.. lol.. reach liao see all them laugh.. felt weird weird de.. something must be wrong.. then zongtang said "hey hey hey! faster come here.." in was like -_- how come he so hurry ask me go to him? when i was walking towards him.. he suddenly pop out this little white box.. and said happy belated birthday! haha.. then i stood there stun la.. i nv reali expect a present la.. cause all my life no classmates ever given me any presents la.. only last year got nia i think.. other then that don't have.. plus my birthday is like nearly 2mths ago eh.. wanted to ask zongtang why don't give it to me on the 4th? then chun chun 2 mths liao.. haha.. but anyway wana thank all those who have contributed to buying me a present.. Wana thanks.. Zongtang, Vimel, shazz, Yani, Evelyn, Nikki, Rubina, Lianxing, Jeremy, Mr & Ms Stephen, Gaowei, Siewling, Hweeting, Eliane and last but not least Yunzhen! thanks so much! i reali like the present! After the present thingy we carried on and study maths.. but 1/2 study half playing and joking la.. lol.. Then i was told about lianxing's mishap with a strawless packet of milo.. lol.. damm funni sia.. got new stuff can disturb him liao.. den did some maths.. mostly focus on section A de la.. cuz section B got no confident.. hmm after study we all went hm.. while evelyn, nikki and rubina stayed back to study more.. while going hm we all discussing about tml's after exam celerbration liao.. lol.. And also i wana say sorry to everyone for anyhow venting my anger that day.. just wana say im sorry.. i guess my temper is uncurable ba.. lol..

math???

2006-02-28T05:06:00.000-08:00

hmm today went to JE lib to study maths with eliane and hwee ting.. actually plan to meet 12pm but i woke up at 12pm.. lol.. ended up met them at abt 2pm lidat.. just nice JE lib oso got event 2pm den open.. haa.. study 2hrs until 4.30pm den mum called me on my hp.. stun.. she said she can't fetch gigi frm school.. so ask me go back hm fetch her.. sian 1/2 man.. nv reali study alot of stuff.. sad.. anyway its eliane's birthday today.. happy birthday~! hmm.. i think that all ba..

wana share with you guys JJ's new song's lyrics.. cause i think its quite sad and touching..(esp for the loners and the those who had their hearts broken..)

Song Title: Now that she's gone

Girl you know i miss you so...
I didn't know you had to go...
You've had enough of our distance baby...

Before i had the chance to say...
i'm staying with you...
For the rest of my life...

Don't keep telling me these words...
You don't know how much it hurts...
And i'll promise you for eternity...
If you promise me your stay...
But now it's too late...
I'm no longer the man that I was...

I will go on without her...
Like a fool who's too sure...
I'm like a bird who's lost her wing...
A fire without its flame...

I don't know how to be strong...
When my love has to move on...
I am a song without a soul...
Now that she's gone...
What's left of us is this song...

This is our song without a soul...
Now that you're gone...
What's left of us is this song...

valentines day??

2006-02-14T04:53:00.000-08:00

wow.. more then 1mth since i posted man.. guess im just lazy.. k la.. back to the topic.. hmm.. today is a very special day for couples.. and a very long and unbearable day for singles(like me).. lol.. wish all the couples happy valentines ya.. as for me.. i feel its an unbearable day as i kept seeing couples so happy together.. yet im alone.. the main part which makes it worst is that i kept thinking about her.. about last year's valentine with her.. about the happy times i had spent with her.. hmm.. i think this is the first time i blog about this ba.. this is also one of the few times that i talked with such seriousness.. now then.. lets move on to today's event shall we? hmm.. today i went to sch for maths tuition.. but funny la.. once i reach class everyone is already packing up and going off already man.. i felt so "paiseh" la.. haa.. then in class yunzhen started to give out valentine's gift for everyone.. i looked at her and suddenly i think of santa claus.. and what's more she's wearing red.. lol.. but really thanks for the choco! ^_^ next year don't spend such money la.. save up! haa..
after maths i went to eat with yunzhen, siewling and zongtang.. i already ate in the morning so i drank coconut juice lo.. after lunch i followed YZ & SL to CLS club house to study abit of IO Chem.. it was so noisy when i enter the club house la.. some crazy girls or should i say bitches keep shouting and shouting la.. like slaugthering pigs sia.. but its ok la.. what made me pissed is this bitch la.. i stand there and did nothing.. then she said.. wah so weird man i stand here talk then got people keep looking.. made me so pissed that i said "kao.. so nosiy.." and went outside.. bitchy and thick skin sia.. who wana look at her.. talk like she's some "da mei nu".. but forget about it la.. soon after that the bitch and her group went off to have lunch i came back in and study abit with YZ.. suddenly SL friend called out to her "hey! ni gei wo kun gou lai!(practically translates into hey! roll over here!)" lol.. damm funny la.. when SL walked over i asked her.. i tot she asked you to roll? lol.. i know SL confirm is -_-'''
haha.. after abit of study we went to T4 aka the arcade of SP to find ZT they all.. then i challenge SL to puzzle figther.. end up i kana trash la.. i won once or twice nia.. after the duel we went to RWP lesson.. listen to the teacher talk trash.. then we play games again lo.. she told us to stop we also don't care.. haa.. SL trash me again in class la.. sian 1/2.. i think its not i noob.. its she too pro liao.. cuz i could trash weibin.. haa.. that guy is funny man.. when he lost.. he said.. "don't play with you liao la~ bully me noob one~!" lol! really diao man.. then during lesson rubina pass choco around also.. but abit giam la.. one peice only.. lol.. but its reali nice la.. cause its dark choco.. my fav! hweeting also give choco to everyone.. when she pass to me damm funny.. she:"nah~ here's yours got special marking one.. *pointing to the rubber band*" haha.. then i stun la.. of all things use rubber band.. lol.. really -_-''' man.. but mine is really special la.. cuz mine is the only choco that don't contain milk.. sumore its she make herself de.. must be really troublesome.. cause all same except mine.. so i think must be made seperately?? but really thanks.. the choco is really nice! i never lie kay.. ;) after that all went home la.. some went for dates i guess? i listen to my mp3 all the way home.. valentine's day i emo la.. can?? lol.. thats all~! bb~!

liar ye..

2006-01-04T08:07:00.000-08:00

hi all~! suprised? i usually blog once 2 or 4 weeks.. but today miracle sia.. maybe its me and my dad's birthday ba..(i never kay~ lie i have the same birthday date as my dad! cool huh?) haa.. hmm today's intresting stuffs.. lets see.. today i was late again.. so as usual i "smuggled" myself into the lab by wearing the lab coat and taking out my lab manual before coming in.. suprisingly i didn't got caught by that doctor ock once.. must be that im a lucky person ba.. zongtang didn't came today cause he was down with stomach flu.. made me confused.. stomach will get flu? then must be reali miserable.. imagine your stomach sneezing man.. how bad can that be man.. anyway gotta go ask him when he come back to sch to confirm what reali is stomach flu.. if its reali as what i say must buy zt alot of tissues liao.. lol~ joking la huh.. anyway back to the lab.. since ZT was absent i asked the doc ock whether i could team up with other teams to do the experiment.. i don't know whether issit that he dislike me or wat.. straight away told me.. "no! why must you team up with other groups?? do the experiment yourself!" then steph told him he too don't have a partner as siewling didn't come today also..(don't tell me stomach flu too?? lol..) then doc ock said "ok.. since he has no partner then you join him.." wah.. want me to die lo.. today's experiment was so damm long.. so many samples one person do till when sia.. nvm.. it was then i wana walk back to my seat when he pinched my arm from my back.. i was like.. huh?? then he said "plz la.. where's your goggles?" i said i got specs in my pocket.. then he said "then it shouldn't be in there! wear it!" wah.. nabei.. damm pekchek.. but from this.. actually long time ago i found out already.. that usually clever people(i.e. high IQ) will not get along veri well with others(i.e. low EQ).. think my EQ still ok ba.. at least better then doc ock.. so.. for those who are scolded by him before.. at least you know you guys are alot better than him in EQ.. haa.. take that doc ock~! btw for those who are not aware.. doc ock=Dr lim ok ba.. back to the experiment.. there's reali lots of test and samples to do.. but thankfully steph n me managed to chiong finish.. cuz we multitask(one hand hold 4 test tubes and do the test together) lol.. pro huh? den got accident.. yani doing the bromine water test.. den i accidentally knock into her.. den she got some spilt on her hands.. den at 1st she say its ok.. cuz got glove protecting her hand.. then later she said he hand reali hot.. den rush to wash her hand.. wah.. i damm scared lo.. i kept asking her ok anot.. guilty sia.. then that asshole jack.. reali must scold one lo.. bromine water's test take n smell.. den ask gaowei smell oso.. heng i saw ask gaowei don't smell.. but too late he smelt abit of the fume liao.. den i pekchek la.. i told jack that bromine cannot smell one.. poisonous.. then he say must write the smell wat.. kaoz.. wana die dun pull ppl down wif ya la.. k la.. thats all about the lab.. later on break oso got funni stuff.. i shall only talk on jeremy's.. it happened at the jap food stall la.. then the auntie asked him wat do u want? he said baba fish set instead of saba fish set.. den i laugh like hell la.. den i begin taunting that.. "oohh.. the baba fish will sit on the flying carpet den will fly one rite?" lol.. funni.. after lunch actually wanted to do our IDEAs project.. but end up play games again.. i think guys just can't face a PC with games w/o playing.. after that ITM(joke class).. got back our test papers.. i got 67.5%.. all thanks to siewling n yani.. lol.. den everyone kept laughing at mr mok cuz he just cut hair.. den joel said.. "cher.. why u no more hair liao u still go cut hair?" which i think is alittle too over liao la.. veri bad eh.. but ppl's EQ low what can we do.. haa.. after itm supposed to have maths tuition with maths teacher.. but i go the room i can't find her.. so.. i went around abit to look for her.. but to no avail i still can't find her.. so i heck la.. since i dun reali feel like going too.. so i just when home.. then knowing she'll call me.. i off my HP.. lol.. i guess i have to make up some storys to tell her why i didn't went to see her ler ba.. lol.. wah upon reaching home slp liao.. woke up at 5.30 to watch animes..
watch liao den ate dinner.. after dinner do ideas..(boring rite? cuz i lazy to type liao.. lol..) then my bro came back with 2 cakes.. this year special sia.. in the past years my dad and I shared one cake.. this year got 2 small cakes.. lol.. cute sia.. den we do the usual sing n blow candles lo.. haha.. touching moments..

1MTH??

2006-01-03T05:30:00.000-08:00

whoa~ i think i didn't update for 1 month liao sia.. haa.. i think my blog is a dead man's land liao sia.. lol.. nobody will come see ler ba.. lol.. maybe 1 or 2 la.. hmm.. lets begin~! today's the 1st day of sch after a 2 weeks break(actually 1 la.. the other week is e-learning week..) went back only got test.. gimme a break la.. -_-''' but quite interesting ba.. sch today is like a parade.. parade of new hairstyles.. there are the bads n the goods la.. worst i think i need not say ler.. u all know its who rite? haha.. duno wana imitate korean star or wat.. go perm his hair.. turns out he looks like some mad lion that has ran out of the zoo.. haa.. then many ppl keep disturbing him la.. lol.. evelyn oso kana cuz she oso had her hair permed.. n ppl(including me) joke that her hairstyle n his is alike.. eh.. i found out later that eve was veri annoyed by that.. eh.. sori ya.. dun mean to de.. just joking.. ur hair is much much beta than his kay? *honest!* ;) hmm.. now lets study why did J**K's hair turns out so bad.. lol.. im bad.. i admit it..(thats why i have no x'mas presents from santa every year! haa~) joking la.. i don't believe in the santa dropping from the rubbish thingy.. eh i mean chimney.. haha.. kay back to our study.. or should i say my study? lol.. doesn't matter..

1st his hair just isn't long enough for perming.. dun so kancheong la.. kids.. this is wat u get when you are impatient.. don't learn kay~!

2nd it looks like our poor boy's hair is hmm.. veri badly damaged.. can be used to feed cows liao.. cuz they look like dried grass to me! haa.. better don't later the cows die.. i guess the reason his hair was damaged that badly was because his hair didn't "recover" from the damage due to him dyeing his hair..

3rd i guess the person that help him do the perm wasn't good at his job.. no wonder so cheap.. remember guys.. that there's a chinese saying yi fen chian yi fen huo.. so don't scrimp on such stuff.. if u wana scrimp.. den prepare to look ugly for at least the next half of the year.. and don't forget the constant laughters..*ouch*

4th n final.. personally i think guys shouldn't have perms.. its just way too weird.. i mean ok.. there are some guys with reali nice perm jobs.. but not everyone will look nice in one.. i think his way too over.. to me it looks like u have just been struck by lightning.. seriously thats wat i thought when i saw his hair for the 1st time this morning.. i once had ideas of perming my hair too.. but after seeing him today.. i told myself.. no~ never~! haha.. unless 100% will be nice..

haha.. this thats all abt hair ba.. should be pretty amusing for you guys ba.. for ur info abt hair de stuff i noe quite alot cuz my auntie open salon one.. though my hair oso kinda sucks la.. thinking of changing hairstyle after CNY.. dun want my auntie to scold me again for letting others earn $$ instead of letting her earn.. hopefully wun be a disaster like jack's.. opps~! lol!

last is abt the test la.. RWP lesson time i written the fomulars down on the paper behind my calculater.. but still.. haiz.. sure fail liao.. 5qsn nv do.. total 19marks gone liao.. the rest i think oso wun make up tp 25marks(passing mark) lo.. aiya.. next test zt promise to sit next to me n help me.. hopefully will be beta ba.. think thatz all~ i gtg~ till next time~

stupit jack..

2005-12-05T03:56:00.000-08:00

heh.. sorry again for the late posting again.. hmm.. why do i always have to apologise? haha k.. back to today's stuff.. today when to school late.. 45mins late sia.. died.. seriously should go sleep earlier so i can wake up on time ler.. thinking late also late ler.. might as well go mac buy coke to drink.. haha.. went into the class only jem say "wah.. youm power la.. late also know when to come in.." haha.. believe it anot it was pure coincidence that i came in during the break.. =p tml's the maths test man.. i told everyone im prepared to fail liao.. i can go study for my IO chem in advance liao.. lol.. later on in tutorial class shazz ask me whether i watched scary movie 3.. having watched the movie i told him alot of funny stuff thats in the movie.. then he laugh n laugh like hell.. den while i was talking to shazz n the gang.. the stupit jack (ass) started to call me funny names behind me.. i know he was trying to call me.. but is calling people "hey~ chao ahkuar!" a proper way to do so? i don't think so lo.. damm pek chek man.. at this time shazz was about to ask me whether he could drink some of my coke.. i told shazz wait awhile 1st.. den i opened the cap of the cup of coke and pour some on that idiot's pants.. then he smile and smile before realising his pants has coke on it.. then i said.. "do you believe i dare to pour this whole cup over your head? i have name one ok! my name is not chao ahkuar!" jack.. if there's a next time it wun be just coke.. k la.. don't wana talk further about that ass.. after maths went to FC2 to eat lunch.. ate dumpling noodles.. den after that go for Mr Mok's ITM (joke class) den he said alot of funny stuff again.. e.g. "how gram's stain work? how~!? how~!? how~!? how~!? how~!?" wah pengz man.. lol.. but at least his lesson i can absorb abit la.. after ITM went to do CPPB report with gaowei and yani.. yani asked jack whether he coming.. he said he have something on so not going.. do work 1st to run.. after he was gone yani told me that he must be scared of me after this morning's incident.. haha.. serve him right.. that teaches him not to mess around with me.. k la.. thats all folks~!

sian~

2005-11-14T23:10:00.000-08:00

wah.. omg.. damn bloody long never blog ler.. ppl are scolding me again.. tombaleng~! lol.. hmm lets see.. today as usual go sch study lo.. nth reali special.. only that i duno y myself.. im starting to come early~! power sia.. today's a reali funni day.. jem got tricked by me n lian xing.. as i dared him to eat the left over sambal chilli+milo on my plate for 30 bucks.. which he later argued to 50.. he kept demanding that i put the 50 on the table 1st before he eats the shit(well.. it does look like shit.. lol..) while we were arguing over the money.. lian xing took jem's wallet w/o him noticing.. then he gave me his wallet containing 20bucks.. i then swiftly took the 20 and told him i'll give him 20 as the deposit.. he kept asking for the full 50.. its is then lian xing added more milo and some of jem's honey lemon on the "shit".. lol.. after more arguing lian xing again took the leaf which fell from the tree above us into the shit.. then jem pek chek liao.. he shouted.. "wah lao eh.. lidat how to eat??" lol.. funni la.. den keep scolding us hum chee.. (bro.. not we hum chee.. this is call clever.. hehe..) later i wanted to give him the 20bucks which was originally his.. he actually refused! how funni is that?? i then told him.. "reali dun want?" i then show him his wallet.. i say again.. "you say u don't want the 20bucks yourself de rite?" haha.. den he reali chancheong + pek chek liao.. then told me if i do this outside i'll get wack by ppl.. (bro.. is that a threat? PS: i pick my "prey" carefully.. hehe..) after that we went for ITM lesson a.k.a the funny lesson.. go there do nth but laugh at the clown's(Mr Mok) crazy jokes and actions.. see him teach can die of laughter man.. after his lesson its practical time~ today did staining.. quite fun.. thank god no fire today.. lol.. during lesson keep disturbing siewling that i wana eat M&Ms and mentos cuz her earrings look like M&Ms n mentos.. i kept trying to pull her earrings in attemp to "eat" them.. lol.. hmm.. speaking of which.. somebody owns me dark M&Ms hor.. i wonder its who hor.. haha.. after lesson like painting class for the kindergarden.. everyone's finger got colour de.. cause of the stains.. when lesson nearly end the clown came back again.. den i shouted.. cher! u can go home already! lol.. everyone laugh like hell.. lol.. hmm.. hope this entry is long enough.. ciaoz!

2005-10-05T01:53:00.000-07:00

heh.. sorry for the super late posting.. haha.. actually wanted to blog yesterday.. but blogger.com had some problems.. just found out how to post with this problem from yun zhen today.. thankz ya~ hmm.. back to business.. had to start from yesterday ba? lets see..

chapter 1:
yesterday met up with evelyn, vimel, zongtang, yani, nikki, shazz and gaowei at 9am to play tennis at school.. damm funny man evelyn's racket hold ler hand will turn black.. cause the grip tape had came off and whats left left behind is some black stuff.. lol! but still can play la.. while people are enjoying hitting the ball back to each other.. we were enjoying picking up balls.. as most of our shots either went out, hit innocent peeps(the rest of us excluding the two peeps playing) or go all the way out of the court.. especially vimel and shazz's home run shot.. haha.. went all the way to the road behind our school.. thank goodness we could find the ball.. if not we'll be playing with just one ball.. hmm.. and also zongtang sprained his wrist.. hope you are alrite bro! i think all of us gotta work harder to play beta.. but at least my serve could get throught much easier then before ler.. gona work hard on my returns.. jialat sia.. haa.. after that yani and me went to wash up and go ho to prepare for our certificate of merit and course medal presentaion.. once reach home damm tired.. slack for awhile before preparing to go out.. end up being super late.. as my sister took too much time helping me style my hair.. then once me and my parents reach the place the people told us we are too late the registrations are closed already.. upon hearing that my mom was so damm angry.. she kept asking the people the if there was a solution to it.. but after much argument we finally decide to take the cert and medal and head home.. wah my mom damm pissed.. but after awhile everything was ok ler.. maybe its fated..? but what over is over.. no point thinking about it now.. went back home to play com for awhile.. suddenly my old friend cai xin called to go makan with him.. we went to alif to have our meal.. after that he told me he was buying a green tree pyton from his friend.. stunned man.. haha.. but i still accompanied him to get the snake.. it was a big snake.. he's crazy lo.. brought the snake for $130.. then later on we ran around the whole bukit batok hunting for a 2 feet fish tank and a peice of log at pet shops on my bike and my brother's bike.. end up he carry the 2 feet tank on his shoulder and cycle to my block to return my bike.. then taking his stuff home.. i was damm pissed with the drunk indian uncle when going home lo.. i was pushing my bike into the lift when he press the close button on the lift.. closing the lift door on my finger.. i let out an "ouch!" then he was still standing duno stoning.. fu*king hell lo.. then let out a "oh.. sorry sorry.." didn't wana be bother by the likes of him.. it was only when i got out of the lift that i realise my little finger was bleeding.. damm painful man.. after going home to apply medicine to the wound and plastering it up i was online playing again.. suddenly cai xin called me.. asking me to check up the internet for him that whether the green tree pyton is poisonous.. upon hearing this i know it could only mean one thing.. the damm snake must have bitten him.. i letted out a faint giggle after hanging up.. evil right? haa.. but i know no pytons are poisonous that why im so relaxed.. but i couldn't find info on that pyton of his.. so i called back to him telling him that pytons are not posionous de.. but he told me his hand was swollen and blue black.. haa.. so i advised him to go see a doctor.. but my brother suggested to ask him to go to the hostpital.. as he's an NS men.. and NS men's medical fees are 100% subsidised by the goverment.. didn't heard from him after that.. hope he's well..

chapter 2:
wow.. that was long.. heh.. now on to today's activites.. today got up early to meet evelyn, vimel, nikki, yani and shazz at jurong east.. end up went too early and met up with nikki who was also early.. after that went to habourfront to meet the others.. just happen to meet zongtang while boarding the train going to harbourfront.. so all of us when there happily together.. upon reaching we called the others telling them we'll be going to eat breakfast at the hawker center outside.. but we waited for yunzhen as she was reaching ler.. once we reached there zongtang asked me what was nice around there.. i told him the nasi lemak was nice.. but end up it was closed.. so i went back to sit down as i have no appetite.. then saw yunzhen n evelyn searching for the suger cane juice stall.. ended up it was also closed after showing them where it was.. wanted to drink too de.. end up buy canned carrot juice from the indian drink stall.. zongtang didn't heed my advise on the soyamilk.. ended up he got suger syrup plus unsweetend soyamilk.. haha.. he stunned sia.. lol.. later seiwling and hweeting came.. they say the fried oyster egg(orh jian) there is nice.. so followed them to try lo.. tasted quite nice.. eat halfway seiwling and hweeting gave me all their oyster.. saying they don't dare to eat oyster.. haha.. eat orh jian without oyster.. funny lo.. haha.. after awhile tian ru and steph came *TOGETHER*.. hmm..? fishy? haha.. not long after them jeremy came.. he damm hungry lo.. when i said i couldn't finish my orh jian he asked me whether im sure then he took the whole plate and ate everyting sia.. lol.. for a moment i thought he was joking.. after our big breakfast we proceed to take the sentosa shuttle bus to sentosa.. we are damm noisy and rowdy sia.. haha.. but no noise and no rowdiness then no fun man~! haha.. after reaching and buying the entrance fees.. we waited for the bus which takes us to the beach.. then the funny jeremy started singing "have a nice day~!" once he saw the have a nice day sign above the entrance gates.. wah.. bei tahan him.. haha.. damm lame.. after that we got on the bus and went to siloso beach.. after settling down we played abit with the soccer ball some friendly guys borrowed us.. and played frisbe.. then i throw it too hard.. resulting in a cut on my middle finger.. couldn't be more suay sia.. i sucked abit the blood then evelyn told me not to do that and helped me apply plaster to it.. haha.. thankz eh.. ^_^ after that we decide to rent the green wrist band that allowed use to rent kayaks, floats, balls and ect... evelyn rented a vollyball and they played abit of ball before gathering to go kayaking.. used evelyn's tanning lotion.. haha.. damm funny.. apply until whole body sticky sticky de.. she say dun apply den tann wun be nice.. then i just apply lo.. haha.. after that some of us went kayaking while the other's stay on shore.. kayaking was fun got to spray water at everyone.. kana scolded by siewling for spraying water at her sia cause she didn't bring extra shorts.. lol.. after kayaking we came back.. and i went swimming abit.. felt so good man.. long long time didn't swim liao.. after swimming to the other side saw shazz coming towards me with a kayak.. haha.. he asked me how i could swim so well.. haha.. asked me since when i started to learn swimming.. after swiming back and applying more tanning oil.. nikki, evelyn and me went to the other side of the beach to do some tanning.. haha.. wah.. the bridge damm hot sia.. my feet was almosted cooked.. lol.. by the time i cross my feet was all red liao.. but worth it la.. the sun damm big there.. perfect for tanning.. haha.. after tanning for awhile vimel, shazz, yani, rubina, tianru and jeremy came over too.. after awhile tianru and vimel who both didn't bring any extra clothes are both wet.. don't know why.. must be sabotaged by people.. lol.. after awhile all of us are teaching shazz and jeremy how to swim prefect breast stroke.. haha.. funny sight.. especially jeremy.. damm jialat sia that guy.. lol.. next time we go i try my best teach you two ya? after that the rest went back to the other side by foot.. while nikki, rubina and me swam back.. after reaching vimel and shazz wanted to go kayaking again.. so we went kayaking again~ haha.. abit sian of kayaking liao.. on our way back a group of CUTE japanese girls kept saying hello to vimel..(it is rumoured japanese girls prefered or should i say LOVE~ guys with a dark complexion) wahahahaha~! lucky vimel~ *thumbs up* after going back evelyn signalled us not to bother the two love birds(tianru & steph).. haha.. stealthtily we went to the back to sit with evelyn's gang.. where we crap behind.. haha.. after waiting for zhongtang, jeremy, siewling, yunzhen and hweeting to come back from cycling yunzhen's gang and evelyn's gang+me went to take the tram to 7-11 to buy some stuff to eat.. sit outside eat halfway got two peahen came(maybe looking for food ba?).. then the whole time the girls have been avoiding the two little fellas.. haha.. fleeing whenever they got close.. after awhile i got fed up and kicked sand to drive them away.. haha.. on our way back i broke the news that the two love birds are indeed together(stead) to the two gangs.. haha.. all of them except for evelyn(whom i already told) was stunned.. haha.. cause steph admited when i asked him about him and tianru on msn.. haha.. thank god they promise not to expose me.. but theres no use.. when we came back the love birds are gone and everyone already *KNOWS*.. haha.. as while we were gone the two love birds confessed to everyone about their LOVE~ haha.. romantic sia~ rock on~! bless you love birds chang chang jiu jiu ya! ^_^ after the big story siewling went nuts.. lol.. kept taking my photo.. ask her why she kept taking my photo she say my face tanned until red red like tomato very cute.. er.. is that a compliment? lol.. we then played captain ball for a while.. wanted to ROC also cannot sia.. haha.. play awhile duno step on what shit.. pain sia~ then fed up.. don't wana play liao.. sit there ROC listen songs watch scenery.. while that seiwling keep snapping snapping photos.. like never take photos before.. haha.. *faints* after slacking awhile we went to wash up.. it was damm funny in the showers lo.. cause there was this condom vending machine and it was $3 per condom.. after we bath.. jeremy sudden ask.. "eh.. who got plastic bag huh?" i told him i have.. but i only had one.. then he said " f**k you la~" i was like.."wah lao eh.. you never bring yourself then my fault ar?" then i remembered the condom machine.. so i asked jeremy.."eh.. i got good idea.. you got $3 anot? buy one can keep ur clothes lo.." lol~!!!! damm funny.. then shazz also asked.. "eh.. one of my sock missing eh.. how ar?" i replied to him.. "eh.. shazz.. you got $3 can settle liao la.." wahahahaha!!! after the bathing crap we headed back for dinner at harbourfront point while vimel went for his SP primers.. most of us ate at the foodcourt except for yunzhen's gang who ate pastamania.. rich peeps.. i eat super expensive man.. worst meal ever.. nasi padang cost me $7.. plus the yam dessert which i thought was nice cost me $3.. after eating for awhile felt the yam dessert taste more awful with each spoonful.. ended up buying another bowl of seacoconut with nata de coco $2.50.. total $12.50.. wah.. damm expensive for some shitty foods lo.. after eating evelyn borrow me her don't what water retention gel.. i touch then i ask her y nua nua one? she say that one gel you put on your hair la.. wah lao eh.. funny lo.. then she also wana correct the way i took out the gel.. bei tahan sia.. then there was the lame joke about jeremy and her small sister.. its something like.. one day jeremy was doing his whatever business.. then his sister asked him from behind.. oie~ don't f**k the basin lei.. then everyone didn't hear him properly.. we couldn't figure out whether he said f**k or flood.. when zongtang asked him to confirm which one of the F word did his sister said.. jeremy was like.."oh.. it was f**k.." wah.. everyone burst out laughing lo.. cannot imagine his sister saying that to him sia.. then i added in.. "then your future childrens all will look like basins la?" lol~! whahahaha!!! after all the craps and funs the day is finally over.. and everyone went home.. the end~

sori~

2005-09-12T22:14:00.000-07:00

haha.. sorry for not updating again.. been really lazy.. hmm.. lets see.. there's only one class and thats cppa in the morning.. 8am t0 10am.. but i came at around 9am.. haha.. personal time table mah~ got back my test paper.. really lucky.. anyhow do actually managed to get 60%.. lots of careless mistakes.. if not could have goten higher.. but i think the extra 10% help pull up my previous test's marks to just pass ba.. Yunzhen borrowed me the zen micro installation CD as promised..(thanks so much~!) after cppa all of us went to get the AE&E paper's results.. got 72% think my best result so far man.. thank god.. after we got our results we went to T4 to play CS.. but all the labs have lessons going on in it.. so went to mac eat breakfast.. promised to treat vimel they all $2 meal for a "special" reason.. haha.. after that went back T4 to chiong CS.. alot of funny stuff happed in CS-land.. haha.. like vimel typing choing instead of chiong.. all of us was disturbing him with the choing~ thingy.. haha.. damm funny.. after CS lesson.. er.. session.. haha.. we went to boon lay's parsa malam with eve's gang minus rubina and ZT, shazz, yani,vimel.. ate duno what fish maw soup.. inside got good stuff sia.. lol.. chicken wing.. lol.. duno whether it should be in there.. haha.. but enjoyed it anyway.. eve they all duno got what keychains.. after that went back home..

crazy man..

2005-08-26T00:23:00.000-07:00

haha.. sorry once again guys.. didn't blog for such a long time again.. haa.. hmm.. lets see.. today.. went to class late again.. aiya~ damm jia lat.. lol.. school is over very soon today.. as all the experiments are already finished.. after school i went to orchard to watch the maid with zongtang, jeremy, evelyn and yunzhen.. when we reached orchard evelyn & jeremy wanted to draw some money at the ATM.. while zongtang, yunzhen & me were outside talking happily.. this crazy man suddenly shouted out loud.. "oie! you want to steal money issit!?" he was looking in zongtang's way when he shouted.. we were stunned.. as we were not sure whether who he is shouting at.. so we just ignored him and carry on with our conversation.. suddenly he shouted out again.. i can't really remember what he scolded the second time.. but i knew it was someting very nasty.. zongtang said to him.. "who wana steal your money??" even i was angry.. by this time we were all staring at him.. after he finished and take his money with him he still curse and swear at zongtang like zongtang really stole his money.. zongtang by this time very pissed off liao.. he said quite loudly.. "who's gona steal your money??" i too very pissed decided to help zongtang.. i said.."now got people take your money or not??" that crazy fellow actually threatened us that he'll call the police~! kaoz.. both zongtang and me both told him.."you call lah.. we wait here.." i don't know about zongtang.. but i really wanted to punch him already man.. for goodness.. an adult behaving like this.. luckily he's clever enough to back off.. even jeremy is pissed after hearing what happened.. after the incident we went to buy our tickets.. and headed to burger king to have our lunch.. we were all eating burger except for poor yunzhen.. she's eating veg salad.. though she said quite nice.. i just feel she having a hard time eating it.. maybe i don't like eating veg ba.. so i feel she suffering eating that.. lol.. and i kept disturbing her with "mooo~" lol.. after our meal we went to watch the movie.. most of the part didn't really scare me.. what shock me most of the time is evelyn's reaction.. lol.. not scared also will be frightened by her sia.. lol.. then kept disturbing her.. so fun~ lol.. after the movie jeremy went home.. while the rest of us went window shopping.. then yunzhen and evelyn wanted to take neo-print.. i don't like taking photos so i waited outside.. zongtang kept pestering me asking me to join.. ended up he didn't take too.. lol.. aiya.. zongtang.. next time you wana take just go ahead.. i don't like to take photos de.. after taking their neo-prints yunzhen went for her dancing class.. so zongtang, evelyn & me continued window shopping.. then we had our dinner at yoshinoya.. saw this cute girl.. lol.. when i told zongtang n evelyn they kept staring at that girl to see whether she's pretty or not.. finally zongtang saw her face.. he goes.. eee.. lol.. cause he saw her side view only.. i think she looks pretty infront only ba? or my taste bad? hmm.. i don't know.. after dinner we went to window shop again.. lol.. we went into this sports shop.. and "someone" promised to buy me a tennis racket for my birthday.. ahem~! sure? i want de type all exp one de leh.. lol.. joking la.. after that we all went home.. end? haa.. bye~!

me? kopi kia? lol!

2005-08-20T01:25:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today was quite an interesting day.. i was sleeping soundly till around 1pm.. suddenly my brother woke me up and told me that there is a phone call for me.. for a brief moment i was wondering who the hell could it be.. then i remembered suddenly.. it must be ms pearly nordlund.. as i agreed to her the day before that i'll go together with siewling to see her today for maths tuition at 12pm.. As i don't have any classes today i had totally forgotten about it.. lol.. once i picked up the phone.. indeed.. its her.. lol.. she started nagging and asking why i didn't turn up for the tuition.. in the end must go back school for tuition at 2pm.. went to wash up n pack my bag.. when i reached gombak MRT station i SMSed siewling to ask whether she going to the tuition too.. she later called and told me she's going too.. lol.. she sound pretty shocked.. so i
met up with her at jurong east and we went together.. end up we are late for about 40mins.. haha.. upon reaching ms nordlund was already busy with another student and we were told to come back at 3pm.. so we decided to go to FC1 to eat something and do some of my tutorials while we wait.. we had the malay stall's yummy sardine puffs.. haa.. but i ended up choinging my tutorials no time to eat em.. lol.. after 3pm is reached.. we when up to see ms nordlund again.. i ate my two sardine puffs while we were walking to ms nordland's office.. siewling was stunned that i could eat the two sardine puffs so fast.. she asked "did u stuff both puffs in at the same time?" i was like duh~ how can you stuff two in? its so big man.. lol.. when we reached her office she's still not done with her student.. again we must wait till 3.30pm.. while on our way out.. something funny happened.. a bug flew onto siewling's arm.. omg.. she was screaming like a mad woman.. she's swinging her arm madly n blowing with all her strenght at it.. but to no avail the bug won't go off.. lol.. she finally got it of using her finger to brush it off.. it was really a funny sight.. lol.. we then waited below her office till her student is out.. then we had tuition till ard 6pm.. learnt alot from the tuition.. must really thank ms nordlund.. she's such a great teacher.. thankz~! after that we hurried down to the CLS club house for the briefing on tml's activity.. a bus was provided to transport us to the location.. its upon reaching that we found out the location is actually an army camp at clementi.. we were each given sercurity passes n collar pins.. then we were asigned to different stalls.. zongtang and i are assigned to the cafe nova stall.. helping to give out free samples.. AKA kopi kia.. lol.. kopi anyone? yongzhen was in charge of the ultraman bouncer game section.. becareful of the kids ya.. lol.. yun zhen & elaine was placed in charge of the dunking tank where you dunk people to get a prize.. hmm.. i think its gona be fun~! haha.. seiwling relax sia.. help out with the "sai kang" lol.. hweeting most relaxed.. she's in charge of registration of the drawing contest.. just sit there write stuff.. lol.. while stephen n tian ru(the new couple?) was placed in charge of the henna tattoo stall.. hmm.. warning.. don't let tian ru or stephen draw.. tian ru is gona draw anime on ur hand.. while stephen is gona draw crap.. lol.. joking.. from what i heard they will be just wiping away the edges of the henna making it look nicer.. haa.. do "sai kang".. hmm.. after all the briefing we went home.. hope everything goes well for tml ba.. thats all folks~! bye~!

tml no sch~

2005-08-18T22:20:00.000-07:00

hmm.. sorry guys.. soooo long never update.. lol.. sooo many people complianing already.. haha.. keke.. hmm.. lets see.. today nothing much happened.. came to class nearly an hour late man.. walked into the class everybody stare at me.. sian1/2.. later at APC lesson damm pissed at vimel.. i was saying his lollypop smelled bad to me.. i don't like milk he still took it out of his mouth let me smell.. i sure cover my nose mah.. don't know what he was thinking.. maybe he thinks im saying he smelled bad ba.. out of revenge he actually said out loud in class that i farted lo.. which i didn't lo.. never get to know what im talking about then wana crap.. btw thats over ler la.. forget it.. after that heard that the fat guy from the other class that was "suaned" by me on monday over the chair incident was punched in the face by the toad guy in his class.. this is what you get for being an ass.. lol.. later on went for my CPPA practical.. level control today.. quite lame.. the rotameter issn't working properly.. the float keep getting stuck.. had to knock it to get it moving.. felt like a retard keep knocking on the damn thing.. lol.. after that our group(zongtang, gaowei, joel & me) went to the library discuss about the report.. joel went somewhere else after that and we waited outside for shazwan.. evelyn n gang suddenly turned up of nowhere.. lol.. and while we were waiting i did a stunt.. lol.. as miss evelyn don't believe i can launch a bottle cap with great precision.. i did a little demo for her.. haa.. end up she kana headshot by my bottle cap.. lol.. sorry ya~ after that shazwan turned up and went to the library to do something.. we followed him and played com while waiting.. after everyone's work was done we walked to the MRT station together.. shazwan was going off with yani to buy blade to replace the deformed one he has.. lol.. went home together with zongtang, vimel & evelyn.. then vimel was entertaining us with all his F grade magic tricks.. except of the rope trick.. the card tricks are reali F graded sia.. haha.. kana exposed till siao.. after that bid them farewell n went home.. wah~ tomorro no school.. enjoy~ i can sleep more then 12hrs again! haha..

time for updating..

2005-08-03T08:38:00.000-07:00

heh.. been really really lazy.. i don't know how many days passed since i last updated.. hmm.. last see.. to day went to AE&E class late.. once i sat down the teacher said its break time! haha.. yun zhen was saying.. "if next time you are going to be so late call us first.. we'll tell you when to come in.." haha.. ok boss! i'll remember to call next time~! after that the guys PS me.. all when to play soccer.. left me to eat with the girls.. wah sian de lo.. totally no topic.. but can see they trying hard to entertain me la.. maybe don't wana make me felt left out ba? thinking too much ba me.. but still must thank them for their accompany la.. thankz~! remembered while on the way there.. yun zhen shown me what u call by jump like never jump.. spectac sia~! haha.. after eating we went to the library to use com.. i was surfing.. while they were chionging their APC and AE&E project.. haha.. slack sia me.. after that went for CPPA class.. then when to get my maths re-test done.. depressed.. i didn't study at all.. i stared blankly at the paper not knowing what to do.. zhen ye~! what happened to you!? haiz.. double death man.. APC and Maths.. somebody save me? haha.. anyway after that when to meet zhongtang n evelyn's gang at the library.. they were doing their AE&E project.. after that we when to some "mini pasar malam" in school.. which was.. well.. crappy? haha.. yup.. definately.. after which we went back home..

*getting sick and tired of myself*

heh..

2005-07-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

heh.. sorry for late updating.. haha.. lazy sia.. hmm.. today went to sch to hand in my AE&E and MIP reports.. met up with yani, rubina n evelyn as they are going back too.. but i woke up late.. haha.. without eating anything went out ler.. reached SP ler then know IM HUNGRY! haha.. no choice.. had to bear with it.. they were telling me the jokes and funny stuff that they did during their "enjoyable" stay at the floorball chalet.. haha.. i remember one of those story is about our miss evelyn hitting a little girl with her BIG bag.. then apologising and turning to hit her the second time!! haha.. funny.. then theres about yani waking up only to be scared by a pontianak.. turns out it was evelyn stoning there.. haa.. then i was suaning someone about her hands not long enough again.. haha.. but serious even my hands are too short for that monster bike.. haha.. after handing in my AE&E report, we went to the MIP lab only to find out the teacher is on leave.. sianz.. haha.. after that we when to mac for my lunch.. er.. no.. that should be my breakfast cum lunch.. haha.. buget sia.. save money! after buying mac i kindly poke the spoons into yani's and evelyn's sundae for them.. only to get scolding from the two that i spoiled their sundae.. wth?? haha.. u still need to use the spoons to poke what~ duh~! after my fries came.. evelyn actually took some and dip it into her sundae! eeww~ to them normal.. but for me.. its gross~! haha.. after that she was "painting with my chilli sause! haha.. childish sia.. bei tahan.. then she was telling us how she freaked out at the chalet after she saw a guy nearly stripped naked by his friends.. i was like.. har? u sure anot? then i demo to yani how her face should have looked.. with tongue out and saliva dripping.. she actually kicked my legs.. ow~! pain.. her short legs power sia! haa! some how or rather.. i started shooting ice from my straw.. haha.. later on we saw tian ru.. she went to donate some blood to the seniors for their experiments.. she was showing us her plastered up finger.. haha.. then i begged her that i don't wana go for the wushu.. haha.. she was holding a box.. i was saying.. whats that?? a bomb? haha.. then she opened it up and show us her shiny new wushu shoes.. i was asking.. got spikes on them de ar? kick people with it and they'll bleed? i don't know how evelyn heard the shoes will bleed.. haha.. after our meal we when to find our MIP teacher Mr yew.. AKA plastic man.. only to know that he's not in too.. evelyn then asked us what the hell is the cup of green thing on his table.. haha.. how the hell would we know?? after that we went home.. end of story?? haha..

sori for the late updates...

2005-07-19T02:13:00.000-07:00

yoz.. sorry for the late updates.. getting lazier by the day.. haha.. hmm.. lets see.. today as usual.. late for CPPA lesson.. haiz.. ended up no place for me to sit.. except beside rubina.. "just" nice she was wearing a red shirt which is also "just" happen to be the colour of my shirt.. some peeps behind actually said something like "whoa.. couple sia.." lucky that didn't lasted long.. later on.. evelyn switched places with rubina so that she could teach both me n rubina.. i was playing around with her hair clip.. when i clipped her skin with the clip(she taunted me to do it).. she let out a loud oowww!!! then the "pokie war" started.. haha.. i reacted quickly and got out of my seat.. then miss evelyn sat on my chair and demanded a "sorry" from me.. i didn't said sorry to her cause of my pride.. i got so tired of waiting for her to give my sit back i sat on the floor.. haha.. i forgot what happened after that.. all i remembered was i did get back my sit in the end.. next.. MIP lesson was riddle lesson for us.. telling everyone lame jokes n riddles.. fun~! haha.. APChem was funny too.. shazwan, jeremy & me reached class abit later then the rest.. when we reached theres only limited seats left.. some how i got "forced" to sit with tis girl in 1A02.. damm jeremy n shaz laughed at me for sitting so far away from her.. most funny part is the girl actually asked me.. "do i have some sort of disease?" i said "no~".. then she said.. "then whats this??(pointing to the gap between me n her) i replied with"er gap?".. damm jeremy n shaz.. i could hear them laughing behind me.. after APChem we went to FC for a short break.. on the way there i commented on "somebody" legs not long enough to ride a bike again.. thus the "pokie war" broke out once more.. haha.. the CPPA test was considered easy compared to the previous test of other modules.. saw alot of peeps from our class sighing after the test.. aiya.. sigh sigh in the end also pass de la.. upon reaching home i layed on my bed.. and took a "short" nap before waking up to do my MIP report which was dued tomorrow.. damm fustrated with the report.. lucky there are many kind souls who helped me wif the report... special thanks to.. hweeting , evelyn and zhongtang.. thanks alot man! think thats about all..

slack day! haha..

2005-07-11T11:35:00.000-07:00

hmm.. sorry for the late update.. didn't update yesterday as the 1st thing i did upon reaching home is sleep! skipping my dinner too.. haha.. slept for more then 12 hours.. now thats what i call.. "overslept".. haa!!! hmm.. lets see.. today.. theres onli one word to describe today.. and thats slack! haha.. cause theres no CRS lesson today.. so we went to sch at 1pm.. but i was late again~ cause i did a stunt.. i woke up too early.. sooo.. i decided to on my com n do some surfin.. then.. after "some time" i realise im late! haha.. geez.. thank god its not the 30mins kind of late.. upon reaching class.. everyone was stunned that i could be late even at this kinda time.. haha.. today's AE&E practical lesson is funny as usual.. heck.. with peeps like yani n evelyn AE&E will never be boring! HAHA! but the 1st funny thing isn't about them.. its about my group n weibin's group.. we were waiting for our capacitator to drop to zero.. when the teach came along and told us that by using a resistor we can actually zero the value instantly! haa! after hearing that we were all laughing our ass off at how stupit we are.. lol.. second funny thing is about..... u guessed it! yani n evelyn! A.K.A team blur! haha..(no offences!) they were actually waiting for their capacitor to be charged up.. when miss evelyn observed our voltmeter's readings were different from their's.. it was then i heard mr/miss yani shouted out.."aiya~ we used the wrong capacitor! hahahaha!" haha.. i nearly died of laughter! how can they mistake 22microfarad for 1microfarad?? third thing is standard.. miss evelyn tried to get herself killed again~! haha.. but plugging n unplugging stuff in the curcuit without powering off.. haha.. miss evelyn.. i don't know whats troubling ya.. but please do not bring personal feelings to school with ya k? if you wana die.. please die some where else.. lol.. (joking) during the later part of the lesson.. she borrowed my hp to use it as a stopwatch.. but she didn't wana return me my hp because i made fun of her that she can ride bikes.. i had to convince her that if she wants to hold the handle bar.. she won't be able to touch the ground with her legs.. and vice versace.. lol.. she actually give it back to be just before i got off the MRT.. thats not before our "pokie war" is over.. or issit not? haha..

wah shameful.. lol..

2005-07-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

today is such an embarrassing day for me! haha.. as i thought there will be floorball training as usual.. but it turns out the mustangs r having a match today! (no wonder everyone is in their jerseys) haha.. stupit me.. but can't blame me.. i didn't know as i didn't go for last wed's training afterall.. after knowing whats going on.. i quickly got changed and went back home! haha..

stunned everyone..

2005-07-07T01:40:00.000-07:00

today.. i did something that stunned everyone in class! haha.. by coming to class on time! everyone was like.. is it really you?? haa.. hmm.. nothing reali much to write about today.. maybe i'll just end here..

going to get flu..

2005-07-06T00:40:00.000-07:00

wah.. its so late again.. 12.30am.. feeling rather bad.. think im gona be down with flu ler.. just finish drawing my flowchart.. damm.. it looks like some kindergarden kid drawn de.. haha! hmm.. should start from yesterday.. as i didn't do any posting yesterday.. yesterday.. hmm.. ya right.. woke up early in the morning to meet yani for the top medalist interview.. i think i screwed up the interview.. haha.. no more fish n co. for evelyn ler! haa! upon reaching class.. whoa.. the two of us were like sum big shot.. got "mian shi jing pai" somemore.. lol! later in the day.. don't know how evelyn and the whole bunch of us started to talk about motorcycles.. then.. being the sacarstic me.. i started to "suan" her.. and i think i said something about her legs not long enough to touch the ground if she were to ride a bike.. & not strong enough to support the bike.. den i imagined her riding a bike.. when there's a red light she'll be trembling and shouting for the lights to turn green.. not forgeting that she needs a ladder to get up a ScRambEr! haha!! damm funny.. back to today.. today is also a funny day.. im late as usual.. i stealthily creep into the class.. with minimal disturbance to the class.. after afew moments later some kind soul SMSed me.. i didn't read it at once.. but i knew who was it at once.. who can it be.. either then the one who is holding her hp sending sms.. & the one after hearing my sms tone turns around at me to show me the "Oh you are here!" face.. haha.. aiyo.. evelyn.. next time turn around to see im there or not 1st la.. im always sitting in the last row.. haha.. today juz happen to be the day of our industrail vist.. one word.. fun! haha.. one the way home.. our miss evelyn demo'ed to us what a santa raindeer's nose looks like.. haha.. no la.. cause i was pressing my nose.. she was saying.. wah.. why is ur nose so soft.. mine is hard.. den she pressed her nose.. thus causing it to be red.. and~ we all know santa's raindeer nose is red in colour... ahem~ haha.. thats all folks!

whoa.. so late..

2005-07-05T01:24:00.000-07:00

whoa.. its so late already! haha.. hmm.. let me just do a short post.. lets see.. today's a really funny day.. during MIP lesson.. zhongtang actually took a portion of the samples being pass around the class and sticked it under his nose.. OMG.. he looked like hitler!! haha.. everyone laughed their heads off.. it was soo funny!! and.. while we were walking to the APC classroom.. i used the "ghost" trick that i learned from vimel.. and i stunned a guy who walked passed me! vimel n lian xing was laughing like mad after my "stunt" lol! last part is the part about APC quiz results.. i believe most people will wana compare who has the highest marks.. but for our class.. well at least for vimel, lianxing and me.. we were betting who will score the lowest! guess who won? haha.. it was me.. 17.5/50.. thats sick.. hey.. lianxing you owe us 1 can of coke each hor.. don't forget that! haha.. the funny part is that we are actually laughing over it! haha.. hmm.. nevermind.. i believe we'll all score better next time around! jia you everyone!

Disappointed..

2005-07-03T00:03:00.000-07:00

There's nothing reali much to say today.. Just a normal sunday.. Going to school for FB training.. Ended up after so many trainings i wasn't chosen for the school team.. Guess im not good enough ba.. but its ok.. There's still chance! There's still next year's IVP.. I'll strive towards that goal.. All i need is time & more training..

1st time "fang ppl fei ji"

2005-07-02T23:57:00.000-07:00

Haha.. Yesterday night actually promised evelyn to go support the friendly floorball match against SIM.. But end up tis morning can't get up.. Evelyn did give me morning call.. And i did wake up to answer her call.. The problem is.. Right after that.. I fell back asleep!! haha.. Sori evelyn!! I was really tired la.. I don't meant to "fang fei ji" de.. I woke up at about 1pm plus eh.. And oso.. I never hang up on ya.. I just didn't pick up the call.. haha.. funny thing is that shes not angry! lol.. Later at night there was this girl who self proclaim she's my childhood friend! haha.. Don't really remember her.. sorry! But she said something that stunned me.. lol.. she actually confessed that she likes me.. OMG.. Girls nowadays are really so direct.. But i just acted blur n got away with it.. haha..

hi everyone!

2005-07-01T22:56:00.000-07:00

hi everyone.. this will be the veri 1st post on my veri 1st blog(other den the one on friendster).. lol.. its created with the help of evelyn.. credits to ya! thanks! haha.. hope everyone will like it! do please give me some feedbacks on my blog or stuff like that ya? thanks so much!

my heart hurts.. so much.. so much..

2005-06-16T10:19:00.000-07:00

i don't know why i my heart hurts so much whenever i think of her... just like now... its breaking me apart... i really don't know what i'm doing is right... waiting for her... maybe i should forget everything and move on... but i think i just can't... is this love? the feeling of hurt increases each day i waited.. must love always contain hurt? love=happiness with an unknown expiry date? im really lost in my own darkness... who will be the one who reaches out for my arm to pull me out of the darkness in the end? i really wish it'll be her... or maybe... just maybe... by then.. i'll be too afraid... too afraid even to be healed... even if its her... or anyone...

stupit me.. hurt myself 3times in a day.. haha!

2005-06-15T10:21:00.000-07:00

wha... both my legs now have injuries.. but lucky there's no serious injuries.. 1st injury: sprain my left ankle while playing badminton wif yani.. 2nd injury: hiting myself in the right knee cap against the netball goal post while jumping for the damm ball... stupit game.. 3rd injury: acidentally kicking the edge of the bathing cubical while im on my way out.. resulting a deep cut under my left foot.. there is some bleeding but after putting it under running water the bleeding stopped.. haiz.. hope i'll recover before this sat's floorball training..

haiz.. whole day thinking of her.. her! her! her! going mad!

2005-06-12T10:22:00.000-07:00

quite an ordinary day today.. woke up late.. around 2pm plus.. as yesterday went cycling with my brother, orh ji, ting long and zhi siong.. had a great time.. went to labador park.. the downhill was fast fast fast! nearly burnt my disk brake.. omg it was damm hot! today totally no mood.. kept forcing myself not to think of her.. but i just can't help it.. my whole mind is filled with memories of her.. its breaking me down..

sorry!

2005-05-28T10:23:00.000-07:00

sorry for the late update guys!! lolz... think i have been lazy.. nah.. i was gone that long because i was busy with my A maths... finally completed it... so happy... 1st day of school was both boring and fun... boring as in i need to sit and listen to the boring orientation talk.. fun part is knowing my classmates.. lol.. they are really funny people!! second day was flag day.. while others are working hard to get donations... me and afew others were like.. slacking off?? omg.. hahaha! the third day was S.P.I.C.E training.. where we were suposed to be trained in using the school's website.. but ended up i made everyone panic about the prep maths.. as apparently not everyone did it!! lol! everyone was like rushing... i was like.. "er.. i took six days to complete 5lessons... where by everyone should have complete it in five weeks... and you guys are trying to do this in one day??" well... goodluck to those then.. lol... today is just a normal day.. got up late.. and played Gunbound.. i think im hooked on gunbound.. better not.. better quit while its early... haha...

maths.. maths.. more maths..

2005-05-20T10:25:00.000-07:00

stressful day for me... whole day couped up infront of my computer learning maths... thank god the system can be used again... gone through lesson 2 today... 4more lessons to go... jia you!! haha... by the way i wana thank bu si(got spell wrongly?) for his testi and the encouragement... thanks alot man... really appreciated it... well think thats all for today...

i dreamt of her...

2005-05-20T10:23:00.000-07:00

i dreamt of her in my sleep yesterday... i don't know why... maybe i really miss her alot... dreamt that i saw her again we were talking below her block... like how it used to be in the past.. if very dream is of her... i would never wana wake up... sign...

stupit prep maths...

2005-05-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

stupit prep math's website won't let me learn maths today... so fustrating... 6 lessons i haven even completed one... damm stressed... will i get through poly? im beginning to have doubts about myself... how can i get back my confident? im totally in a lost... later chatted with yuhui on the msn... felt better... what to do.. have to buck up and really give it a good try the next day... really hope "ming tian hui gen hao"...

feeling tired...

2005-05-18T10:26:00.000-07:00

wow... feeling so tired today... just brought a new cpu... got so many problems... ran back to the PC shop 3 times to get it fixed... thank god that my dad has a lorry... haha... but settled everything in the end... finally i can access to the prep maths... its really difficult man... so many things to learn... so little time... got to go to sleep now... already 1.30am... tired tired.... haiz... is this life? i hate it... i really hate it...

what am i without you...?

2005-05-17T10:27:00.000-07:00

have been thinking alot everyday... thinking of those fond memories we had together... thinking what she really feels... thinking whether my wait is worth it... whether if she still have feelings for me... i know im being stupit and silly... but i just wana wait... to prove that she's worth it... i can only say... I believe...